Yesterday afternoon went so much better. He hasn't had one drop in his levels since they started his air and caffeine. He is eating great with the breastmilk I am pumping for him. I got some sleep last night...about 5 hours total, between pumping every couple of hours. I feel like the breast pump and I see each other way too often, but I am counting it as a blessing, since I was worried about having an adequate milk supply. Believe me, my milk storage is taking over more than its fair share in the milk freezer.
No tears, or crying, or uncontrolled emotions since yesterday afternoon. Things are better. So much better.